when people are lonely do they just simply look for something to depend on?

and everyone knows that all this won’t last . . . . . .

and i guess everyone need the time to release that . . .

It has been almost 2 to 3 months since i last update this blog

BUT BUT here I am trying to at least post something short to keep my engine warm up  :p

I’ve been to Singapore for more than 2 months now. . . for now everything it’s still good

Food in Singapore it’s not that nice. . maybe I’m still not familiar, BUT BUT!!! even though not much nice food,I’ve gain so much weight in this 2 months!

sad! ! but I guess when the right time come, I guess i’ll go back with the same old strict diet as for now i just don’t understand why I can’t seem to control my diet like what I did last time

But look at all this food only the small little part of the big part that I eat!!!

Oh and I’m still not over with my french braid hehe totally loving this hair

I still meet with the usual sometimes just being with each other whenever I’m back and just look at my fat face ><”"” arghhhhhh

I’m happy with things I have now human beings are so difficult to please, we are always unsatisfied with what we are bless to have.

I’m still trying very hard to keep reminding myself to be happy with what i have now.

and I’m really trying.

Things that are meant for us will stay with us no matter what, but if there are not, then i guess we should just learn to accept it.

sometimes to think of it, i’m that kind of person which gives up easily.

but maybe, maybe i should just at lease give myself a chance to try? try to sacrifices? or even try once before telling myself to give up on something.

time flies . . . .

and i shall continue with my next post when i do have more photos

I have lots and lots of feelings which I don’t know how to put it into words, but what I am so sure I love every one of you! Friends come and go but you guys will always stay and mark a very important spot in my heart.

Thanks for the time and small little surprises that you guys planed to make me cry! The timing that you guys plan to pass me the card, when I’m quite high and after reading all your efforts in drawing the nice cards make me tear! But the person that cries the loudest was LEE SHYYI! Hahaha memang want to snatch all my spot light! I have no idea why but when i see the way lee shyyi and ong hong yi cried, I instantly wipe away my tears and become so man and ask them to stop crying! Its not like I’m not coming back naaa  I know I know we damn drama!! But but. . . . I will surely miss all of you guys more when I’m further away.

I was totally in a blur mood that night, me Li and Joey went together and I told Li that our dinner is at Bangsar Shopping mall but actually I made a mistake but then is at Bangsar Village. . Anyhow we reach there late but everyone enjoy themselves. For goodness SAKE was great! Food everything was just great

part of the gang ♥

me and Joey

this guy! stop being so manja!!! yoh!!!! and I want you to rewrite the card for me! I don’t want a empty card!!!

It was Raymond’s birthday the day before, so both of us is the spot light of the night!! Birthday boy and the girl who is leaving the country ><”"”

Shin didn’t get to join us for the after party, thanks for coming all the way for dinner k : )

Damien . Raymond . me . Hongyi

Li and raymond! hehehe

everyone look great! aghhhhh ♥

Hao seng look so good here and same goes with you Shyyi and ah yao!! errrrrrrrrrrrr

sayang na!! later we dance till the sun comes out na!! hahaha

Done with dinner and here comes the photo taking session : ) and lucky we did all this because we face some camera issue. The club did not allow us to bring our camera in the club : ( felt so disappointed but yeah lucky we did take some during dinner.

hehe ♥ ♥

Looking totally bling with this whole sequined dress! Bling la bling, the sequined keep poking mylegs and my back for the whole night!!damnnn itchy

Ex MMU students still rocks!!

me with li li ♥♥

Here I go again . . Thanks for everything everyone ♥ Love all of you from the bottom of my heart!! And I totally going to develop this photo and paste it in my new room!!!

Lee Shyyi: You won’t be replace! You always have the BFF tiara okay!! So I hope I will always stay the same status in your heart naa!! I don’t want to be replace by anyone . . I still expect you to report often k!! and remember keep applying jobs k, I want you to move to sg, so that we can be together gether do stuff that we love doing k

Hongyi: You know I secretly love you right! Hahaha so love yourself more and you will be loved!!! Ohh remember na! if one day really no one wants you lee shyyi still secretly wants to be your wife! Hahaha

Hao seng: I have no idea what to say to you, but the feelings it’s like I don’t have to say anything to you but you know what I’m thinking. We understand each other so well that sometimes we look at each other and we know what we’re thinking. Anyway, I really hope you will find your happiness k : ) I know you will do great but just remember you just need to start to make the changes then things will change after that : )

Travis: Eventhough you can’t make it to the party, but I still think of you okay! Was telling shyyi ehh like a bit weird you are not around us during dinner. I’m sure we will be partying together very soon!

Yisin: Bao bei! Called you bao bei don’t know for how many years d. I don’t really understand what makes you that upset that night, but when you’re free please talk to me k : ) cause you know I’ll always be there for u.

Damien: Like you mention in the card we known each ther for 7 months but seriously it felt like it has been such a long period!! But yeah we had a great time and I’m sure there’s more to come!!

Qiu rong: I always felt whenever I meet you once, I get to know you more and more each time. From your sincere heart, I feel so happy that we get into the same English group during Alpha year. I’m truly happy to know you as a great friend.

Ooi shin: When there is party I think of you. Whenever I have problems, I think of you too. You have great character, and gossiping with you is always damn fun, save up your energy and let go club when you come visit!!

Aishah: You are unexpected, so hard to understand!! Till know I can’t read your mind like how I read Shyyi’s!! hahaha but I love u so much that I don’t know why! Thanks for everything, and hope to see you soon in another country!!!

Yao: Don’t feel like talking sweet sweet stuff to you even though you are a sweet guy ><”” taking care of us in the club, buying us not so nice souvenirs from the country that you visit. Small little things that you did that makes us happy : )

Raymond: You always stand by the side and you don’t say much about your feeling, but then we always hope to know what you think more. Speak up and everyone will accept who you are cause all of us love you !!

Don’t really have that much stuff to pack, because Ching keep reminding me not to bring the whole house over, so I am trying to bring less stuff over. I always think that rolling up clothes will save a lot of space, so here you go! Tips for everyone, if you are trying to tuck lots of stuff into luggage then try this! This will surely save more space for more stuff.

Just call up the airline and know that I can only check in a luggage which can’t exceed 20kg, I’m like zipping up my luggage and putting it on the weighing machine, removing stuff, zip up and weight again . . .

I always want to have a head of healthy hair, and this particular brand Acca Kappa with their well known brushes. Walking pass their outlet at One Utama and wanting to get one of the brushes. The sales person where saying everyone need to massage their scalp with a good hair brush at lease 100 times ><” I know but I didn’t really care much about the sales talk but just want to get a good hair brush.

Went for a trial make up with Sheri, and it’s for the wedding night. Bride mates need to dress up well and look perfect too right!! Overall the make up session took me almost 2 hours to finish ><”” I know it’s a long time, I nearly fall asleep. But seriously, I don’t see why this make up artist is taking such a long time, cause the outcome was kind of normal which I’m not brag here but it’s the make up which I’m doing it everyday and mostly it will take me half and hour?

Few sneak peak on the oriental make up look that will suit Sheri and Yishen’s wedding theme ♥

Feeling exhausted from all the pulling and pulling of my hair to achieve the nice hair do.

All done and with the nice red lipstick left to make me look ultra sexy

Leaving Malaysia in less than 2 weeks time, to be exact Shyyi told me that it’s 9 days!! And they are having a farewell party for me this coming weekend, hehe another excuse to party!!  Doing the stuff that I love doing before I leave! A nice dinner and surely not miss CLUB CLUB !! Feelings all mixing together, new environment, leaving family members and good friends. Hope that I’ll get use to all this sooner or later. . . . .